stop smoking

I was started to became a smoker once again last a few month..
I quite for more than half year but I started it again somehow.

But I decided to quit again last Saturday. Last 3days were like a nightmare.
Today and yesterday I was at the office. Everyone think I am dying to smoke..
I was a bit depressed and I think I looked very very pissed off.
Nobody talked to me, because I looked like stressed out...

I just realized how intimidate everyone! But I wanna stop smoking.

I guess this lasts not long, I will try best to stop it !
I feel like this is the last chance...I have to quit otherwise smoking will control me rest of my life.
which is not what I want.

I will stop smoking!! but I dont wanna scare everyone.
Its all in my mind! Smoking habit is not so strong.

I can stop it!